It is My NEW Post, please don't read it!!

My post at this time, ofcorse has no meaning, I am almost sure that no one will view it, even no one will feel its presence.
Well, I have no problem to put that post even it has no meaning ( ofcorse it has a meaning to me).

I am feeling very tired , of being away from home, I feel that am wasting my time away from my family, I miss the target of my presence here.

I don't have any target of writing that post, except I feel that I am fully charged with various feelings& all of that feeling are from the type which disturbs any normal person.

Some times I am feeling lost, am in a place which no one is knowing exactly who I am, I don't have any memories with the places & persons around me, every face I meet is totally new to me, in the beginning it was amazing, but now came to be very boring.

After all of the new people I met & staring in each face to try to relate it to one of my memories, I found that I am almost going to forget my self, my person& personality, I feel no presence for me even, same as you are watching a very exciting movie, you live with the events& scenes, but you never be one of the movie characters.
Actually I was trying to convince my self, that I can make my own memories, friends, society, but seems that I failed& all the relationships came to be a big fake, why it came like that ?? what is the problem I had ??

The problem that all the faces UI met were not real, all the people out of their home are wearing false musk, I was wondering I feel I am different, unique some times& I discovered that I am the only one who is walking in the streets with his real face, no musk.

Masks that I met were two types; a mask which is a copy of the real face & the other one was a musk with various shapes different from the true face.